Phobias

I have a fear of bothering people.

On the upside...

I'm addicted to tumblr more than ever!

Slowly

I'm crawling back to starvation.

-_-

I don't understand why boys insist on telling girls... about other girls?

I cannot believe it.

So everyone has discovered tumblr and twitter. Not cool.

So I'm forced to decide to join the movement or keep quiet. So here's a pro/con list.

PROSSSSSSSS
- Recognition for what I do on the low down
- Connection with people on another level.
- Reveal myself to others

CONSSSSSSSSS
- Too much information is bad so alot of restricting to what I say.
- I don't want EVERYONE to see what I say what I think everyday.
- My privacy
- I already have em.

Soooooooo I think what'll do is this.

1. Genocide my facebook friends list
2. Genocide my twitter followers on my ED twitter
3. Make a new public twitter. Separate from my ED one
4. Look at tumblr settings to see if followers can see who I'm following. Otherwise, if not, make a new one.
5. Blogger shall remain the same foreverrrrr.

I think my public twitter will be a fail. It's like a bajillion facebook statuses. And I'm not that interesting.

However I think my public tumblr might! Just cause I already know how tumblr works ;)

Whatever happens, it's over the summer! My twitter/facebook/tumblr/blogger will be college oriented meaning followers will mostly be who I meet then.

Think about it this way. When you first meet someone and you're getting to know them, you base it off of all the information given to you. Facebook stalking, mutual friends, things they tell you, etc. 4 or 5 months later, them telling you about their weblogs with their deep thoughts or not, can be very weird and like "woah, you thought that?". So by making and establishing one before they make permanent judgements against you, seeing (and hopefully liking them) these blogs can even make the friendship stronger just because of what they know you think. Resulting in ...


HONEST FRIENDSHIPS!

Car accident

I survived it. Alhamduillah.

I was on my way to work and it was raining like a mother fucker. So bad I couldn't see even with the wipers on full blast. So, I decided to turn right into a neighborhood but I didn't turn well enough so I landed in someones yard in front of some trees, with a slight ditch. So of course on first instinct,

I panicked then cried.

Then after 10 mins, I called my mom, forced her to hand the phone to my dad who can keep his composure, and he came to help me.


Then he told me to drive to work after I was back on the road. What? I still couldn't see! But halfway there it was shining. There was a power outage at work so they let me go, so now I'm home safe and sou d alhamduillah.

My mom fears a post stress traumatic disorder of thunderstorms and driving.

I'm just glad I'm safe.

Salonnnnn

At a hair salon getting my hair diddddd. Lol I'm sitting under the dryer reading les miserables. I had to go 3 days without a straightener AFTER washing it.. -_-

But I pulled through and now getting it relaxed and I'll get it relaxed again in June for graduation and august for college :)

Housing

Yesterday I finally did my housing application. At first, I wanted to dorm in Cone because it has the most freshman and I could meet more people. But I did my intensive research and looked into those "special communities" and it made so much sense!

Grogan is the one with 100% special communities like the nursing profession, making music, creative and program, yada yada. Basically this is where all the motivated and ambitious people go.

Reynolds has half and half. So it's pretty decent. And decent group of people.

Cone has only one, but that serves only 25 people out of 330, which I suspect is a group of undecided majors or rejects. And cool people. I guess. Diverse!

So I applied to the nursing one at Grogan which inshallah I'll get! That or the exploratory and health prof.

Yay!